Hey loved being,
Finding more of me within has been the most rewarding and naturally fulfilling and liberating focus I have committed mycells to since I made my conscientious cell choice to re-enable my nature. On this journey I have remembered what ‘undoing cult programming’ truly involves.
Its been a fulfilling and complex series of adventures returning home to Love, to self-sovereignty and thus a sense-felt freedom from pre-occupations with other..
Comprehending the Syntropic Nature of our Human Ecology allows me to remain in the awareness that whatever is coming up for me is performing a function with purpose and the “I”, that is me as the awareness of Self, can simply will my cells to come into awareness of what the intrinsic and innate inner awareness is wanting to accomplish, which is always resolving the unresolved so that psycho-emotional and spiritual homeostasis can become restored, so that the expression of what my spirit is here for can come into full expression.
One process at a time and most often retrieving one forgotten, dis-membered memory of an emotionally imprintful bodily/cellular experience at a time, that always was belonging to a part of self that has all this time been wanting to be found, wanting to still be seen, held, heard and given space to fully express that which was repressed.
Knowing full well we are each on this spiraling cyclical hero’s journey to find our selves and traverse our inner landscape still imprinted with fears, unresolved trauma, and unexpressed emotions, I have learned so much around the emotional/ somatic biological processes that the cells have as their ability to communicate through.
The archetypal nature of human consciousness is intertwined always with Story as such is the form by which we experience reality, or better put: Life. Untold or often repressed stories, or unfelt feelings will remain wanting to be ex-pressed by our human cells to complete a natural process of experiencing psycho-emotionally intense experiences and thus bring us back to ‘safety’, wholeness, balance, contentment.
The “fall of humanity” is, in all of its complexity to where we now operate, in grotesk ways, as an entropic species, simply bound to the fact that humans stopped and then forgot to prioritise feeling based relating and properly processing their feelings. When humans are no longer willing (or aware that this even is a choice) to properly process emotionally intense experiences the unresolved simply remains unresolved, no matter how much incense or chakra dust we sprinkle over our aura’s or cells.
Human Nature is self-organised and has natural, intrinsic processes within its primary 4 fold bio-spirit-logical-feeling-based bodysuit to resolve unresolved emotional imprinting. Any experience that is unnatural, emotionally intense, or goes in against our Nature (which is our sovereignty/ freedom and free Will) – imprints.
With enough intensity, the natural human biological processes get activated to cause disassociation within the wholeness of Self. This is an entirely natural process that our cells are “hardwired” to function as. If we did not disassociate during emotionally intense experiences/ trauma we would remain frozen and so our syntropic cells’ biological natural functions are always functioning to sustain full operationality. One could ascertain that when in a given moment of emotionally intense experiences our cells dis-member from itself the experience and “store” that away, so to “pause” processing for a later time when calm and safety is restored and the emotional intensity can become processed, all naturally interconnected in its’ fullness so that the dis-membered aspect of self that ‘split off’ can become re-integrated.
I share all of this because our Natural processes are real, they will never change as they are intrinsic to our human nature and the cells’ intelligence to preserve, protect and keep safe from harm the fullness of our being; our thrivality.
What humanity hasn’t been taught, raised with, or is in the maim being informed of is how relevant properly processing all our feelings truly is. Any and all discomfort in the cells, any dis-ease is always performing a function with purpose for the awareness of Self to “enquire within”.
In an ideal world, we could just have a daily check-in with our cells and they would tell us everything that we benefit from still processing so as to remain “on course” in what our spirits’ purpose on this earth is pursuing in its expression.
You may be able to assert that most humans don’t even get to resolve their unresolved. Some who have awareness resolve their past imprinting to some degree, but hardly any human in the western world is truly restoring their wholeness of self because the notion of dis-association that occurs during emotionally intense experiences is not comprehended, let alone, how to navigate the internal landscape of our human inner experience of what still wants to become resolved and re-integrated. We seem all be groomed by society to look outside for some form of gratification that is only a messenger from within if simply questioned around its true function/ story/ imprint.
I want to encourage you to love your cells, to trust (and surrender your mind) to the knowing that your cells are operating entirely 100% SYNTROPICALLY at all times. Every cellular transition and activity is performing a function with purpose to serve Life.
Human Nature is 100% syntropic, our human cells function 100% on syntropic life strategies that are all action based to serve the wholeness of self (and predominantly the return to thereto, whilst wholeness is to be restored yet). Our body is our greatest ally, it has access to all the wisdom of the entire universe as it is Syntropy itself. Our divine key, so to speak, to access all of this is held in our Will.
Where the re-emergence of the self-expressed divinity of humanity stands or falls is indeed by but one thing: our Willingness or our capacity to operate and base our feeling based navigation in this world on the inner knowing (again) of our Will. If we feel we currently aren’t that, that too is now then becoming a choice, because everything is our response-ability in this now moment.
To many, and certainly to me when I was still deeply unresolved around feeling safe to feel my will and give expression to what i felt I wanted, this notion can feel confronting in the cells and this is because it was our natural freedom of choice that was violently trespassed leading to a stain on our feelings around choice, will and freedom to choose.
This part of self known as Will or Sophia is tied to the premature separation of Love (the cutting of the umbilical cord) and with awareness on how to invert trauma-based mind control or “mk ultra” we can use the innate and intrinsic Love Metric as our guiding roadmap to find Will and Sophia again and bring them home to self, to love, to wholeness.
Unexpressed emotions in the form of real experience-based stories are what “sits in the way” of us no longer handing down trauma and truly raising the next generations on the natural principles that are the make-up of our Syntropic Human Ecology.
There is more to relate around all this as this is an inner dimensional conversation to have within our own cells. I just wanted to reach out to tell you are loved, your cells are loved and these parts of you that still want to be found and loved are not forgotten. They do require you, the awareness of Self, to keep being Willing to keep showing up with love, for love, to love all of you. All of the thoughts, the patterns, the stories, and all of the feelings, because all that ever did not show up that caused us to disassociate was Love.
So I am here to be that Love for me, for all of me, for all of my flaws, my stories, my incomprehensible navigation that I keep staying open and curious towards because I have remembered that EVERYTHING in Life performs a function with purpose and some of these parts of self are shy or have very little to work with to get my attention. Emotional re-actions are always an awesome indicator that a part of self is using its’ limited languaging ability through emotional re-acting… the question is are you willing to enquire within, ask its name, and remain openly and lovingly curious as to whom may still want to be found within?
I salute and honour you in the journey homewards, inwards. May Will and Sophia start speaking to you and may you enquire with them if they haven’t been freed, found, and brought back into wholeness yet.
In grace and lovingkindness,