I scream with arms raised to the sky “I am calling you! Show me! Release me! Undo all of me! I am ready, I am ready, I am tired, I am so tired, I am willing, please! please HEAR ME!!
There I stood in the pouring rain at my Akasha Bali House nestled in the rainforest. It is December 2018 I am no longer feeling capable to navigate the storm that has been housing in my cells.
It remains silent. I drop to my knees. I place my hands on muddy grass. I start crying…. I let out my first scream of desperation ever in my Life…. I look up to the sky. “Please forgive me for not listening…”
LIGHTNING STRIKES…. a BLAST of thunder releases all around me…
I crack open…
I feel the shock and feel the awe of the sense of presence I instantly felt surrounded by…
“Thank you, Thank you, Thank you….”
I bow my head onto the wet soils and pray. I pray for forgiveness, I cry in gratitude, I weep in the knowing that I have strayed for so many months because of the vision I received so many moons ago.
I am sitting in the same spot. In the rain after receiving the ‘instruction’ to sit in the center of my medicine wheel that only I know exists on my small open area behind my small three-story Bali-style house. It was then that I was in direct contact with Sophia for the first time:
“Souvereign, you are ready and I want to work with you intimately to release you from the bondage that you don’t know how to undo. It has been always part of your time on the earth. Every lifetime you have found me and I am saying to you it is time. Come to me my child and we shall set you free. Close your eyes and focus on your inner vision on traveling up 33 levels in consciousness, I will guide you…”
I focus in, I instantly feel a surge of energy running through my spine centering in the back of my head. This glowing light energy slowly consumes my entire head.
“Breathe! Breathe and focus…. count with me… 1, 2, 3 , 4…”
My ears pull back at every number and I feel an unfamiliar shifting in the perceptive nature of my field of vision. Like I am ascending up a ladder.
“5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10…”
I am curious and also amused as my spiritual froopyland (formerly known as spiritual Peter Pan land) has ever since my first awakening in 2011 been an unexpected series of extrasensory experiences of the metaphysical world I got to know so intimately…
“21, 22, 23, 24, 25…”
I am feeling a sense of anxiety growing as my heart rate increases… “What will I encounter? Will it be benevolent? Will I be reprimanded?
“31, 32, 33… open your inner eyes….. Look at me!”
Before me stands in Golden Light a Goddess of untouched beauty…. Timelessness surrounds her soft glowing body. I am met with an immense wave of Love emanating from her field of beingness… My cells shiver… My whole body lights up in electric currency of a magnitude I have never before experienced… I become small… I become so so small… I feel like my original innocence, my fetal self is being cradled in this Divine Feminine field of Love that enshrines me like a blanket of divine Grace…
“I am your Mother…. I am your gift and you, my son, you are my beloved one… Thank you for arriving, finally.”
“Now lets get to work. We don’t have long before your body will succumb to the energy I am running through your cells. Sit upright. Spine straight. Turn your head slightly upward. Now move it back. Your left hand up. Index out. Touch your third eye… You feel that?”
I am sitting in lotus position and the flashbacks of my time initiation in the Great Pyramid in Giza and all the images from then flash through my vision.. The Halls of Amenti, the opening of the Portal, the required breathing, the uncunning formality of the waiting line that I was in to be the next to pass in and move past the megalithic Egyptian guards that were protecting the entry of the Inner Chamber…
“Remember your breath. Are you ready?
With my finger on my forehead, I start activating my breath. Instantly the light moved up my spine with every out-breath and increases in light volume on the in-breath. The light keeps climbing and I see the two serpents of the kundalini merging and placing their drops in the chalice of my pineal gland…
My entire vision opens up and I can see her standing before me in full glory. Her dress waves on the currents of this most amazing field of light. I see more beings behind her. Men, women.
“Focus your attention on me Souvereign. I want you to write this down. It’s no good you just hearing me. You must type this out.”
I get up. I undress and wrap my sarong around my waste. I place myself in front of my computer and say.. ” I am ready”…
This is not the first time I am being “contacted” and yet, the supernatural nature of this direct transmission is more real-life than anything I have experienced before.
Return of Sophia – Living Mystery School of Life
The Return of Sophia marks a new beginning in the age-old process of maintaining, remembering, reawakening, and re-anchoring within living human form the Wisdom and Sacred Mysteries of Life.
Held safe and protected throughout time through many embodied expressions and forms a resurgence is occurring for the teachings and active remembering of Humanities self Sovereignty and Feminine Divinity to be activated, reembodied, and most of all; lived, in the open, again. Reactivating a cultural return to our Nature as humans, as we remember and restore who and what we deeply are.
The time is ripe for the mysteries of Life to be unveiled and through personal and individual reawakening become expressed in full again on the Earth, for this is what She wants, as this is what Life wants, for humanity to remember its Divinity, it’s true Sovereignty and it’s innate Freedom as a Spirit embodied in human form being part of all of Life, consciously aware how we are intimately connected.
The culture of humans that we can recreate is individual people living in resonance with Life, in harmony with the greater Creatrix that are feeling free and liberated from the fear and lack based programming that is operating the system of our current “matrix”, addressed as the -western cult-.
I am returning the wisdom of our human nature and our human and cosmic relation to all living Life by remembering what syntropy, self-sovereignty, and human freedom truly means.
This is the path of the Warriors of Love, the Guardians of the Divine Feminine, this is a Living School that beyond remembering and undoing unnatural – to our nature – programming is about reactivating, restoring the self-sovereign Will and reawakening within the Sacred Womb of the Creatrix that all Life is innately connected to and operating from.
Through the Return of Sophia Mystery School, I share openly for and from both the masculine and feminine paths of remembering. Both paths are held within the great Mysteries of Life as One and we are actively integrating both Mystery streams of wisdom known as the left and the right Eye of Horus into one House, to be embodied within one Temple, the human form of our own cells.
Resolving your unresolved with the patriarchy, the world of men, the matrix of money, of work, of lack, and of fear through relating intimately with men, whilst healing and reenabling our innate mother-child connection with the natural matriarchy of life, the cosmic world of womb, of Her, of receiving, of nurture, the creatrix of abundance by surrendering to love, accepting where we were failed thus freeing our pain and reenabling our cells to operate in syntropy with Life.
I am choosing through my sharings to assist you in actively restoring the intrinsic natural powers of your self-sovereign Will and the reawakened Womb of Life. Both these processes require living engagement, open authentic relating, revisiting, and remembering all that wants to still be resolved and freed from the cells of our being by being Willing to go there.
In this, I openly speak, welcome, and address unresolved, trauma-based imprinting and the roots of rape and violence in our current cult(ure).
I go back to the origins of our human nature and call forth all that still stands in the way of becoming that again from within. For that to emerge, to make itself known, so the emotions can be properly processed and released through the authentic expressing of the underlying feelings.
For this work to be done within us I am creating a deeply safe and nurturing space, which is a living space that is carried within all those choosing to partake in this transformational deeply personal work.
We are all guardians of this work, devoted to sharing what we know and remember, while deepening our own connection to our Nature further and further.
Allowing and surrendering the many layers of “self”, “I” and “me” to the great Mystery of returning to Love that lies beyond all fear of change, each hurt of revisiting the past, and each unfreed trauma still stored in the cells of our being.
I bring deeply real and relevant remembering processes of both the masculine and feminine realms together, so to see with both eyes unclouded – through the illusions of our -disconnected from Life – “western cult”, so to cultivate again a new culture of self-sovereign, individual, deeply loving and empowered human beings that walk in natures’ natural human truth, create from natures’ natural human love and nurture especially others as they choose to do the work within their own being.
I comprehend that your human nature wants to be what it came here to be, which is sovereign and free, and it requires a choice to activate and start that journey.
We are holding hands as we walk our journeys together. Do you feel Willing to join me?
In love and service to the Return of Sophia in you.”
I invite you to explore finding your Sophia connection with me.
It is time,
I look forward to hearing from you.